Hokay.. CNY's Here!!alright alright! i get the drift.. new year's here. all the red decorations right in my face, which ever way i turn. *screams*not to mention the horrendous chinese new year "music". all the clanging and banging, and screeeeeeching sounds of youngs girls trying to sing in their oh-so-high-pitched voice!*sweating in my pants*haha. dont get me wrong!! i love cny. but only the part where i get to spend time with the family members i love. ESP my own adorable and oh-so-eccentric family, plus my maternal side.haha. cant wait to wrestle all those little rugrats. haha. the one thing that i cannot stand about this time of the year.. is the hypocrisity that surrounds us all.we meet relatives that we only see once a year. and we always repeat the same questions/answers again and again. very much like a spoilt record player.haha. i love the goodies as well. bah kua, (my mummy's) pineapple tarts, as well as the many biscuits and kuehs!! *yummy*sheeeeesh.... which brings me to my second point.CNY this year usn't as exciting as the others, partly because i dont really FEEL like facing my relatives' teases about my idol stint and plus! i cant even eat all those new year goodies!!!!!!!!!!! ya know why?????cause out of the 365 days that i can fall ill, i choose to get a major sickness just one day before new year!!!
yes! that's right! out of all days.. i've contracted the dreadful Gastric Flu just a day before CNY.yup! so i've more or less been puking my guts out for the past 12 hours..*boo hoo hoo*so im just like a lil' sick kitten. whining and groaning, cause every grain of rice and every drop of liquid that i swallow down, just comes right out the same way it went in. and all that happens in just 5 minutes. haha.how's that for a jolly good ol' chinese new year?? =)anyhu, i cant really think straight right now, my mind's in a whirl and my stomach keeps churning.but one things for sure, some people never change. it still comes as a shock to me whenever i see people cheat on the ones they love, or lie to people that they've known for ages.i guess cheating/lying/deceiving is one big ol' bad habit that people cant change.but then again, nothing's really impossible. as long as you let Him lead the way. if you're willing to stop deceiving others and urself, things will eventually become better.cause, wats the point in lying and making the people around you feel hurt and betrayed? why risk the years of friendship or relationship on a moment of folly? its not worth the sacrifice.as i've come to learn. You never get the chance to make things right twice. problems, misunderstanding and conflicts have to be settled there and then.what's the point in dragging things on for so long, and everyon around you ends up hurt.i've learnt from my mistakes. and im not saying that im the "shit" or the guru when it comes to being deep down in the rut and getting ur life back on track....but if the pple you love with all your heart are willing to forgive you and take you back, for all the good and bad things you've done, you'll learn that as long as you're willing to let love and let God, things will be just right.and as much as im a "nice and kind-hearted" and i TRY NOT to bear grudges, i cant help but to say to that certain person, what goes around comes around. *oops*Is this the way things are going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came around That you were going to make me cryNow it's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will findWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back around...*BOO YA!!!!!!!
oh ya!!! i've finally been able to find a christian name. mua haha. all because my new work place requires me to have a christian name.anyhu, with the help of my choir leader, i've been able to find a good and God-given name!! *wooooo hoooo*
Nicole - Victory of the people and the conquerer of circumstances.
wooo hooo!!!!!!!!! how cool is that??
haha. anyhu anyhu, i need to go puke now. cya smellys soon!!!!!!!!!!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 10:08 PM
