oh my gooooooooooooodness!!! hahaha. the ass of an matthew is finally legal. hahaha.
hey biatch, happy birthday to you! you're a blaaaaaaardy fool! you're so freeeeeaking leeeeeeeeeeeeeee-heeeee-gal.. happy birthday to you! =)
kk. wanhua is soooooooo officially drained. i've studied too much man.
A's has been draining the life outta poor ol' me. been trying so hard to study, but hardly anything goes into my head.
guess trying just doesnt cut it eh?? i gotta mug my sorry little ass off.
anyhuuuuu!!! back to my NORMAL LIFE (outside studying), i went to choir practice today. it was preeeeeeeeeetty enlightening. in more ways than one.
what my choir leader, wendy, said today was pretty relevant to all the young singers in choir. being young and "pure", we're all still trying to find out who we really are as young adults and therefore, we normally seek solace in the wrong arms.
the arms of a man, is not where all your troubles will end. the arms of alcohol, will not drown out your anguish & confusion. the arms of cigarettes and drugs, will not ease your pain.
it is the mighty arm of the Lord who will guide you through any obstacles in life and any heartbreak that you're going through.
keeping your heart, body and soul pure is the least you can do for your future life partner, whoever he/she may be.
this is one thing that is on everybody's lips but the very thing that is so hard do. humans cant help but depend on others (esp. the opp. sex) for comfort and reassurance.
and what wendy said today made me realise.. why look at the opp. sex for reassurance and comfort when the very One who knows our worth is just right there infront of us.
anytime, anyday, anyplace.
it makes one wonder........ with all the stories of girls getting cheated and boys getting jilted. haven't we heard enough of such stories to stay away from it all??
as they say... curiosity killed the cat. even adam and eve succumded to temptation, which is the result of curiosity. and thus, we all are born sinners.
but why should we dwell on our sorry-ass past.. when there's that one Father there who'll forgive you of all your sins and past mistakes.. and let you fall into His comforting arms. (definitely ten times more comfortable than flesh)
well.. its easy to say..but hard to put into actions. i will work hard at it. haha. being man-crazy doesnt really help man.. it'll be a drastic change. from being dependant on a man for reassurance, i shall be dependant on the one true person who really loves me.
*a little prayer* I may not know who you are, my love... but i'm looking forward to the day i say "i do".. im looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you.. im looking forward to having beautiful children with you.. im looking forward to the day the Lord places you in my life. and i pray that the Lord will send me a godly man who deserves me.
i love you loads!! (my future husband...)
hahahaha. i know this may sound stupid to some. but i honestly believe that my husband is out there waiting for me. he's somewhere around. i just know it. haha. *sigh*
doesnt it bring a whole new bringing to the song.. "love is in the air" +P