Tainted Love..it all started like this... and it developed into something so complicated.. my mind cant catch hold of what's happening.love & adoration.then comes temptation for you.confusion for us.depression for me.nicely shared emotions?? *i guess not*what am i to do now? pretend? how am i to react? what can i say? "would u like coffee? how was your day? is everything going fine for you? does it still hurt? have you been taking care of your body & health?"no. i cant say any of these.oh. wth. why are u always in my head? i cant help it. when the night falls.. and the weather grows cold.. and when sappy love songs play constantly...i cant but think..................u disappeared. then reappeared. what am i left to do. nothing. i wanna build a high wall around me. i need it.
i want to run to a nation where love and sadness doesn't exist. but that place will only come at the end of the road... which is still far ahead.
i just feel like crap.
im left helpless, vulnerable, laying naked on the floor.
my tears are falling... and they're never gonna stop entirely..*i've lost*
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 2:52 AM