hmmmmmm...i shall do that.yes.. i shall.i shall take an optimistic perspective on everything.i refuse to be THE BITCH.i'm gonna be the happy me that i used to be..before all these happened. before idol, before jc, before.........and just Pray for the best to happen.im just gonna be the silent cheerleader.I wont pressurize anyone anymore.as the song playing on my blog goes.. "isit impossible to change your destiny?"i hope its not to late to make amendments to my less-than-perfect life. im keeping the faith.im keeping it real. taking baby steps. one at a time.....i really pray that it's not too late. i just want my fairtytale ending.--------------------------------------------------------"goodbye sweetie, now i have to go.remember me. You've got the whole world ahead of you.ahead of you.Im sorry., i didnt say goodbye.Im sorry that i made you cry.I'll make it up to you.if i had the chance to.but what are we supposed to do?when everything right goes wrong?"--> but i wanna change my destiny..... i'm willing to change my destiny.nothing is impossible.i'm just gonna wait.. as a friend.. no more awkwardness. no more weird silences.it'll all be back like it was before.so i'm just gonna practice PATIENCE. (like wat van said)i'll try waiting...
as someone who's very much concerned bout your well being.
and get on with my studying..... *prelims.. hmmm.. *!&@(*!^#(*^!*
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:35 PM