Taking a break..
From it all..
yup yup!! tt is my beloved roslan!! haha. after soooo long.. i think it has been like aeons since i last met him la! yes. happy. haha.
oh.. lovely girls out there. he is one talented kick-ass designer!! haha. and he's designing my prom dress for me!!! yes. yours truely. *sniggers*
bet u all are just getting so envious.. mua ahha. i have my own personal fashion stylist/ designer la!
anyhuuu.. yes.. i went to watch the show. *guilty* cause i was supposed to be studying.
but my brain was seriously stagnant. nothing was flowing. in or out!
so i decided to watch the show.. together with levin, woon anabelle and of cause, roslan.
oh. the show was pleasantly surprising.
many tear jerking moments too. esp when hady sang tt song. *wow* plus.. i was extremely proud of jas n paul as well. they did really well this week. esp their cheena songs... best.
I SALUTE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! =)
and yes. there is another person i'd like to salute.
i know he is the butt of all jokes. cause of all controversies. and the target of alot of hate and displeasure.
but to Joakim. i know how sad u are with all the critisimn and negative things tt pple are saying to you.but i admire the way u bravely took all these in your stride. and continuing to press on. and fighting for your dreams.
sure.. they say u have no voice. blah blah blah. well, at least u had the guts and balls dude.
honestly, his voice is not fantastic. and i am NO ONE to judge. but i really applaude his Graciousness and Optimismn. even in the midst of all this backlash and unkind insults from people and the judges.
he deserves some respect people. really. think about it.
if i were the one who stood on the stage today, and Ken + Florence said such crude things to me.. i would have just crumbled and bawled my eyes out.
but he didnt do that. he just smiled and took things in his stride. that, ladies and gentlemen. is commendable human spirit.
*i wish u the best Joakim. hopefully u'll get wat u wish for* ..ur in my prayers
ANYHU!!!!!! to a lighter note..
haha. i brought bubble gum to the show. yes. not those small ass kinds where u can barely chew anything.
i brought those BIG ASS bubble cubes!!!! haha.
but woon and lev.. being the lousy pooks they are. couldnt even blow a decent bubble la!! like.... hello my dears??? haha. =)
i was just maintaining my bubble there whilst waiting for my lovely woonie boobies to blow her ..... errrrrm... pathetic little piece of gum. ahhahah!!k.. im very mean. but its true lor!! look at that babe!! is tt even a bubble?!?! *tsk tsk*
must give u a proper lesson on how to produce a nice bubble-ed gum =)
ya.. and as YOU ALL CAN SEE. she just gave up after awhile la. and spat her gum out. hahah!lousy poooooook!!!!! no perseverence.
but nvm.. me still love eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!! *kisses*
oh yea. as usual. we went for our after-show ritual. pratas/beehoon goreng and ice limau/teh chino. haha. it was reeeeeeeeeeeeeally great to have this time to chill out with them.been really bogged down by so much stuff recently... and the looooooming prelims.
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yes. i am officially stressed. depressed. sad. and lost!!!! (not forgetting to mention.. helpless)
haha. anyhu.. i went with levin, woon and ana.. cuz roslan's hse was too far away from the prata place.
and i made a very surprising finding.me and anabelle actually have similar views on life and r/s.we were just talking as a grp abt love stuff and life lessons... and we also had a triple tag team match scolding levin!!!!!!!! (u shld know y ah lev..u better change ur view!!! if not..... ur minced meat..)anyhuuu..ya. as i went home. i dunno why i decided to msg her. and Praise the Lord i did. cuz we began tokin abt all these issues we had in life and about men..and my oh my.. she was a great help in clearing my mind. "Patience really IS a virtue." -anabellei guess ur right babe. hmmmm.. i hope we both get what we're praying for. soon.haha.and im glad that we had a chance to get to know each other on this level.. even after all the idol fiasco and misunderstandings.woooow... idol... hmmmm....that word seems so foreign to me. i just suddenly rmb all the other 16 contestants.. where have they gone to? hmmm. i miss those carefree times. top28.all the laughter. joy. wonderful music.we DID have to go through tons of shit and unfairness.. but hey.. we made wonderful friends.. friends whom i believe were God-sent to help me in this difficult trying times.it is true. i've sacrified alot for this competition and sort-of gotten nothing much outta it.i've lost touch with my hw.i've lost touch with some of my friends.i've lost touch with my family.and yes.i've single-handedly dsestroyed that special relationship i had with that special someone.so to everyone that i've neglected or done wrong too, i am sorry.but through it all.. after all the pain and rejection, i believe that it was all part of His Godly plan... to bring me closer to Him.i may not be able to love as freely or trust as easily as i used to... but i believe that someday... someday that one guy will just come and sweep me off my feet.(obviously in a good way la!!)He who deserves me.. will get me.and i really hope its you.
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 1:35 AM
