Oh Wells.......tee hee hee.. kk. all my fellow saints. DON'T SCOLD ME K??? hahaha. i went to vj to study with my baby dear clara tan. haha. sooooo.. i had NO CHOICE but to wear the tee..
but ah.. the yellow colour very nice... =)
and i felt sooo smart for that few hours. *sniggers!!k la k la. i have weird ways of dealing with things and react to situations. haha. but who cares!!
I AM ME!!! =)
*And i know u guys love me.. haha
anyhuu.. i was trying to really study. but i had so much to tell clara.. or to weep to clara about. haha.
but nvm, she wouldnt let me mop anyway. (she's always scolding me..and asking me to CONCENTRATE LA!!)
as i was saying... i was trying to understand that damned kidney chapters.. urine formation.. nephrons.. blah blah blah..
and i saw the mathilda badge on my pencil case.
*(!*!%G*!%^#!*&%$ in the words of mathilda.. my dear dear friend..
YOU NGIAO HIA!!!! haha. only we few peeps know wat we're toking about. ;P
u go girl.. u know u'll do well. this is a huge stepping stone for u! at least pple know u've got spunk and THE powerful voice. *kisses*
well.. back to my study session. haha!! clara was also having a very stoney day. just like moi.and i feel really really really bad. cuz i kept going on and on and on about my problems. i think she couldnt study cuz of me.
shit!!!!!!! i am so horrible.
*shy*
LOVE YOU RA!!! (hugs) you're the few pple i can depend on.
oh!! and check this tree house out man!!!!!! damn nice right??haha. why cant SA have one too?? i'd just have a field day screaming and chasing my classmates up and down the shaky bridges. *evil thoughts*hahaha!!!!!!anyhuuu.. when it was 7pm.. my daddy called me. and i left for dinner at marina square.and just as i was abt to go home.. levin called me!!!!!!!! woo hoo!!! i totally forgot he was working at raffles city la.haha. sorry dude!!but ya!!! i went to find him. my mummy met him and even treated him to ice cream!! (u lucky toot.. haha)anyhu.. then mr twohill called us. to save him!! haha.
and yes.. it was lev n wan to the rescue.
i miss them alot. really. every single one of them. so i was pretty happy that levin n paul called. then even woon called!!my my!! so happy.
at least i could get my mind of stuff. ha.
oh wells.. then me n levin were left at the void deck la!!!! like wtf mr twohill!! haha.but nvm. we love u too much. haha.
and sooo.. we called woonie boobies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whilst we were waiting for our pair of boobies to arrive. me and levin made a nuisance of ourselves.we started singing like crazy toots at the void deck!!!!!!!!!! ha!!!
but judging by how we didnt tio any complains.. or kena chased by anyone..
tee hee.. we are goooooooooooooood singers. =P
i even recorded levin's horrible christina aguilera impersonation on my phone!! but i..being a techno idiot.. don't knwo hwo to upload it to my blog.
too bad!!! haha.
ya. and it was a major cam-whoring and emo-singing session la!!levin on-ed his Zen and we sang our hearts out.it appared that both of us were emo. not good.haha!!! we sang kelly clarkson, chirstina, mariah, 98degrees, boy 2 men and even mandy moore!!*someday we'll know..
if love could build a mountain..*
oh wells... soon woon came. wow. i never knew hwo much i missed her.
i've been so caught up in my little world of twisted emotions and sorrows that i forgot bout listening and sharing with my friends!
i feel horrible because of that.
but i noe they love me.
and i love them too.
*sigh* i cant stop loving you too. you.
but nair mind!!! i went to church today and wat pastor prince say way true.
"when things go wrong,
Step back.
Evaluate the situation.
Give him fair warning.
And wait.
Show yourself respect and love. before expecting others to love you too.."
that's kinda true. oh wells. i feel very inspired today. after that service, it's like a load of my shoulders.
i'd hate to be a burden or a cause of sorrow to someone. so i'd rather back off and wait.
*im waiting for my Prince to come... la la la lala la..*
oh oh!! i went to read lev's blog. hmmmm.. u *&!(*#.. make me cry.... haha. it's a nice story la dey. but english abit bad. so i shall edit it for u!! mua hahhaha!!___________________________3 teenagers. 2 ladies and 1 guy.all 3 of them met while they were pursueing their life-long dreams.but the cruelty, rejection and critisimns knocked them down.flat on to the ground.... they felt that life was meaningless.the guy, known for his gullibleness and naive nature, had an exceptionally low self esteem. This was due to his troubled childhood. His parents divroced a long time ago. that experience has scarred him for life.Eventhough he was a young adult, he was still pretty childish. He believed almost everthing people said. He trusted everybody.However, Secondary sch life was hell for him. He was disliked by a group of people in his school. He could not understand why. Maybe it was because he was just too nice to everyone.But life quickly changed, as he left his secondary school behind.He found a group of honest people, who shared the same passion for music as he did!Together, they created great music and memories. And for once, he felt loved.and Yes, his mother loved him. but does she even know who he is inside? would she ever know? Does she even care?He never even gets the girl he loves. She hardly even know he's there.so one day the boy met up with 2 of his very good friends. the two best friends he ever made, who shared the same passion as he did for music.these two beautiful, smart and classy ladies. He treats them like his elder sisters and he was their dearly beloved younger brother.so, they came to this particular void deck, where they usually met another beloved friend of theirs. they sat down and chatted the whole night through. the ladies, for some reasons or another, were heart brokened.hurt by men. troubled by men.the younger lady of the two felt that love was dead. she had lost all trust in love and in men. after being through so much, she just felt her heart grow colder by the day.deep in her heart, she loved that someone so dearly, but she knew that he wasn't ready for love. he wasn't ready for her.but still, she let her heart control her head. she still fell deeply in love.after it all,she felt cheated and extremely lost. she thought , " Do all men just toy with ladies' hearts? Do they really mean it when they say they loved someone?"her heart was broken. her life was heading in all the wrong directions.she felt lost. she knew she was lost.as she poured her heart out to the two, her confident and strong persona quickly melted away. and all that was left, was a vulnerable and hurt girl, who was deeply in love.in love with someone she couldnt have.the older one of the two ladies, on the other hand, had yet to experience the ups and downs of being in love. so, she couldnt exactly understand why her friend was hurting so much. but she tried her best to be strong for her. and not to be wrong for her.but her heart was broken too. she loved a man so deeply. but he doesnt know.would he ever?she doesnt have the courage to tell him so. she couldnt. she wouldnt.but does he already know?what is she to do? she loves him so much but she doesnt think it is the appropriate time to reveal her feelings.however, the feeling boiling up inside of her made her go through hell.she wasn't even in a relationship and yet, she was feeling so much selfless love inside of her. is it even possible?watching his two friends break down and cry infront of him. he cant help but wonder. why are they so sad?they have every potential to be loved by amazing men. but yet, here they were, crying and worrying about what has yet to be.But he hopes for the very best for his two brave female friends. and he hopes the best for himself as well.May god bless the 3 of them ...._____________________________woooooow.. isnt it a lovely story pple?? haha.oh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wonderful news!!!!!!!!!!!i've decided to do something with my life and serve Him.tt's why i've signed up for my church's choir recruitment drive!! yea!! *happy*
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