Emo Nemo.....no..i'm not talking bout nemo the clownfish.*argh* been feeling extremely emo nowadays. in school, when im surrounded with all my crazy friends, i feel loved. with pple like vk and joey, its hard not to. but when im alone.. or when a stoney moment occurs.. i just cant help it.. i just keep thinking and thinking and thinking.talking to emm has helped cleared my thoughts. but it only helped that much. only if that person could give me an answer.
emm and vk have helped me to see things through the eyes of a Christian. one thing that both of them said really hit that spot in my heart.
" Bring your sorrows to the Lord in prayer.
Don't dwell on your sadness.
When you feel so much distress and sadness,
when you cry,
The Lord cries with you.
Just throw your vulnerable self at his feet.
He will catch you."
*cries*
anyhu,i went for morning worship in SA today, with emm promising to go with me. ha. (BUT SHE WAS LATE!!!!!) but at least v.k was there. so i was sitting beside her. dunno why. but i was crying during worship.I suddenly thought of the times that i've spent worshipping in New Creation. hmmmm.. argh.. nvm.ya.. and vk..being the sweetie that she is.. prayed for me and asked God to help me cope with all these stuff that's happening to me.and being the emo me. *sigh* teared yet again!!!! wah lao eh!!!!nair mind. i dunno wat's wrong with me. i keep thinking in songs. i cant communicate in words anymore. i even wrote 2 songs today! i finished both in less than 10mins. that's crazy. i cant verbalise the way i feel.. but in written rhymes.. it flows out endlessly.argh. wth. those who wanna c the pics from my msia trip and my blood donation experience. ha. too bad. u guya gotta wait till my normal mood is back. cause i dun wanna be emo all over the shop la!!! *argh*(sorry for always using the word "emo". haha. its a bad habit. no thanks to MR LEVIN NG n paul!!)
anyway here's the song. written as i was struggling with my thoughts of you.P.S==> woon..lets meet up soon and create our tunes k? my lyrics are piling up like crazy.Sharing our little secretsKissing in the darkHow was i to knowthat she was lingering in your heart.You told me that you loved meeven said you cared so muchi didnt want it, buti still felt love and suchi fell for you,and all was goodbut you had to break my heartshe's still here between usher presence is still felt.with all the feelings rushing back.Do You need some help?you want me to give you timeto forget that love and the anniversaries.to wait, be patient, have faithbut how can i fight with all your memories...*im all emo-ed out. just who do you love????!!my head hurts. i don't feel like blogging anymore.
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 7:15 PM