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i am holy, i am good.

Turned 18 on the 25th Of May 2006

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Taonan Pri.(class of '00)
Chung Cheng Main (class of '04)
SAJC (yet to graduate)

Failing student but with an UNDYING spirit
(Dream on if you wan me to give up now)

Singer/Dancer = Performer

Short & ugly nails, sore fingertips...
still trying to pick up the guitar

Gemini...dual personality n loving it

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Loves Beehoon Goreng, Ice Limau & Teh chino.
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Diss me. And there'll be Hell for You.

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Love my Daddy God more and get to know Him even better

Finish School with as little complications as possible

Fulfil my long-time dream to become a performer

Find more time for myself to RELAX

Spend more time with my lovely (kick-ass) buddies!!

Master either wakeboarding or snowboarding

Get nicer hair

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

The world is not the same..

something i read online yesterday disturbed me alot. it was amazing to see how people have absolutely no regard for another person's feelings. furthermore, they do not have the least speck of respect for a total stranger.

all the negative things happening around me has made me think. ALOT. i know it was on my free will and my choice to put myself out there. so i have to be prepared for all the scrutiny and disses that are flying my way.

but i never knew it was THIS BAD. honestly, i was disgusted by how some people had absolutely NO REGARD for a female's modesty. like seriously.

anyway, i wonder why cant the world be as simple as it was in secondary school. i just read clara'a blog. haha. "those were the days my friend. i wished it never end."

like clara, i miss niao niao tan alot. the last time i ever heard from her, was after my performance night. when i saw that sms, all the memories of how we used to have long practising hours at meijie's house. singing and harmonising. and how her dad would always cook kick-ass food for us. *yums*

damn can her dad cook.. but i feel this huge pang of sadness in me. the thought of her in poly and us in jc, with absolutely different schedules. we have no time for each other.
imiss her.

i miss the times we spent together..

T.L.T was how i first started singing. and boy did we get some success outta that group eh girls?? =)

i miss all the auditions we went through together.
i miss all the long practises we had.
i miss all the fun we had in class.
i miss all of them so much.

my world has changed way too much ever since i joined idol. it has changed too much, too rapidly and it shows no sign of slowing down.

my grades have dipped.
i haven't had time to go out with my bosom buddies.
my family is worried for me and my studies.
my heart is f-ed upside down and inside out.

*sigh*

the world is not as simple as it used to be. People cant wait to see you crumble. and they will do anything they can to create fallacies and scandals JUST TO BRING YOU DOWN.

i wonder what thrill do they get from it. *sigh*
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to that ONE person who's from SAJC and is making those incredulous comments about me on the official SI forum.

i KNOW you read my blog. i KNOW you were the one who tagged that msg. and for some apparent reason you hate me, maybe cause you feel that i am an "airhead".
(or so you claim)

firstly, i appreciate your concern in my behavioural patterns in school, but you have crossed the FINE line between critical critisismn & making defamatory statements.

if i have offended you in anyway, then i'll say.. its my bad.

but it aint gonna look TOO GOOD on you making such insulting & biased statements about someone you barely even know.

so please. do us both the favour. You apparently have a huge problem with me, so if you see me in school, don't get all boiled up inside. then going back home to your computer and start typing nasty things about me when you hardly even know me by name.

and no no no. i am not trying to insult you. and neither am i trying to piss you off. im just making a simple request. dont judge a person just by what you see.

but if you know me personally, and i have offended you in anyway in school, perhaps i bought the last bowl of fishball noodles or i occupied the last available computer in the com. lab... i am sorry.

but honestly, just come up to me and tell it to my face.

my class is 05S52.
but i guess u already know that, since u know so much about me and my personal life.

*cheerios*
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alritey..this has been a very wordy and draggy entry. but it's totally neccessary. i dunno if the person will take it maturely and gracefully or not. but either way, at least i've tried.

on an ending note, i had the courage to go up infront of at least 3 million people and i've beaten mora than 3 thousands to secure my place in the top28. im sure i, and all other top27 contestants, deserve mroe credit than some people give us.

cut us some slack. we worked hard to get where we did. we deserve some respect. and all of us hope our modesty and personal life will be respected.

we are still humans.
for the 16 of us who were ousted, we are fallen semi-clebrities.
it aint easy for us to adjust back to our life before idol.
so all we are asking...
is a little R.E.S.P.E.C.T

we are all human beings. we are all educated individuals. we all just want to lead our normal lives. please, help us. save ur scrutiny and comments. we are out of the competition already. we do not wish to have anything more with this online nonsense and bitching.

WanHuaAaa shouted @ 9:58 PM

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