CHeeeeeeeken nuggets.. *&**^#@# (i wrote like a freaking commonwealth essay la..n jus as i attempted to publish this post.. mt internet connection went down.. n now i muz write EVERYTHING AGAIN!!!!!)
what a wonderful world......... *sigh*
STRESSED OUT TO THE MAX with the stupid internet malfunction aside.. AAAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pulls hair out*
i am so stressed...... i am an emotional wreck now.. how did the 21 other contestants manage to not kill/harm themselves while waiting for their piano show to air..
oh god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please bless my fragile heart and soul..
this is not cool man.. not cool at all.. i am soooo stressed.. i am gonna puke out my lovely breakfast..
how am i gonna handle this stress?? and there isn't even much to be stressed about.. but i am so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *this is sickening*
i am just counting down the seconds to the day of my piano show la.. and reading all the forum gossips about us.. oh god.. nto like there's alot of gossips about ME to read about.. but still.. haha!
anyhuuu.. why lidat ah? dammit.. this sucks.. im gonna die from stress.. i dun want to disappoint my friends!!!!! i dun.. dammit.. i've done my bestest best la dey.. but wth.. still got those comments.. *&^%$@^
but comes to think about it.. my group is very competitive.. in terms that.. all of us have had not much exposure at all.. other than some of us.. (but that's ok.. its another story altogether) so..less exposure.. equal playing ground.. equal playing ground.. more chances..
*i hope*
hahahahah!! dammit la..how can a cheerful person be so negative and depressed.. dammit.. this cannot be allowed!! *sniggers*
damn..but honestly speaking.. i really hate to disappoint.. i really do.. the least i'd wan to do.. is to disappoint all my lovely friends and family.. who are so freaking supportive la.. my professional groupies.. mua hahahaha!!!
damn.. i love em so so so so so so so so much.. guys.. whatever happens.. i love u all alot ah?? haha =)
oh crap!!! u noe wat i've just realised.. i am so freaking stressed and everything rite.. Buuuuuuut... the worse has yet to come.....
in a few hours time.. 8 days.. TODAY.. i weekly.. newpaper..
slammings.. criticisms.. gossips.. scandals.. u name it.. they'll print it..
oh gosh.. wat is gonna happen to me when all the media will focus their attention on us.. in a matter of a few hours guys... a few hours..
CHHHHEEEEEEEEKN NUGGETS AND FRIED EGGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!
*stress is brewing..*
oh gosh.. i need to pray.. badly.. argh!!!!!!! i better pull myself together asap..
I WILL REFUSE TO CRUMBLE!!!!!!!!!!
The Lord will be my fortress. The Lord will be my refuge. The Lord will be by my side. Amen.