all the fantastic friends i've made through this experience.. those crazy & outta-this-world folks.. will things ever be the same again?? will we EVER be able to go back to what it used to be..
laughing and just chilling out with one another.. stayin up late till crazy hours just tokin nonsense & bitching..
honestly.. i believe we'll all still be friends.. but deep down.. i know that things will never be the same again.. all the times we spent together.. the tears we cried together.. all the laughter we shed..
i am distraught now. devastated. lost.
but i will pick myself up. i will find a way to mend my broken heart back together. i will not give up wat i love doing.
*In the Lord's name* i will make my mark as a singer/performer.. i WILL not let my friends down.. even if i have to perform at a million & one gigs.. i will do it.
a shout out to everyone hu supported me:: sorry for disappointing you. i was hoping for the wildcards to provide me with the 2nd chance to do u guys proud. but guess i wasnt as appealing as the other contestants. honestly guys..if it werent for u all..i wldnt be able to have come this far and still be true to myself. thank you for the support. i will definitely work harder and fight my way through this.
now the time has come for me to face reality and my fate. where will i go from here? i really don't know. but i will be back.. .. i will not give up.. not on my dreams and not on my friends.. ..