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This is Me
Child of God....
i am holy, i am good.


Turned 18 on the 25th Of May 2006


I am a proud SAINT *SAJC..boo-ya!!


Taonan Pri.(class of '00)
Chung Cheng Main (class of '04)
SAJC (yet to graduate)


Failing student but with an UNDYING spirit
(Dream on if you wan me to give up now)


Singer/Dancer = Performer


Short & ugly nails, sore fingertips...
still trying to pick up the guitar


Gemini...dual personality n loving it


TECHNOLOGICAL idiot.
still trying hard to grasp the wonders of the Bloggosphere


Loves Beehoon Goreng, Ice Limau & Teh chino.
with a dash of great conversations with lovely friends


Love me. And i'll love u too.
Diss me. And there'll be Hell for You.


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Unfinished Business..
Love my Daddy God more and get to know Him even better


Finish School with as little complications as possible


Fulfil my long-time dream to become a performer


Find more time for myself to RELAX


Spend more time with my lovely (kick-ass) buddies!!


Master either wakeboarding or snowboarding


Get nicer hair


Love those who truely love me


My Lovely People
*Vince's Devils (my shared fansite)
05S52
Agathaa
Ashreen
Ashwin
Ben
Celena
Chermaine
Clara Tan
Emilee Kang
Eunice
Huiyi & Pearl
Ian Lau
Isabella
James
Jane
Jean Vyin
JieHua
Joan
JoEy
Levin
Matthew
Milly
NaNa
Norman Then?
Priscilla Chng Chng
Randy
Rueben
RuoCi
SAJC dance
Sha
Sheng Li
The Singapore Idols
Sylvia Tong
Vanessa Sng
Vanessa Tan
Zhang Zhao


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Wednesday, May 03, 2006


Am i screwing up my life??

i know i should maintain my bubbly nature.. but wtf!!! i need to be angsty now!!!! hmm... my life is getting complicated.. i DO NOT like complications..... not especially in my life when i jus wanna have fun..

evryone thinks tt im havin a ball of a gd time.. n tt i'm living the perfect life.. but seriously..... guys.. do u really think a perfect life is possible???? *sigh*

u look at all my entries n my happy smiles.. n u think.. "wow..she's having so much fun!!" but really.. u dont see the tears n the sweat tt i shed everyday.. every second.. hmmm.. really.. wat m i doing in my life??

the stress.. the tension.. the disappointments.. the sadness.. i am an internally sad person.. but i refuse to give in to depression n grief.. sooo...i only say the fun stuff!! haha..

besides.. i AM only allowed to say the happy stuff.. haha! *rolls eyes*

but dont get me wrong.. i absolutely adore the opportunities that i have infront of me now.. it's just that it is happening a bit too quickly.. n a lil' bit to intensely.. haha.. i am not an intense chick!!!! i am a "relac la" chick.. haha..


oh well.. ANYhuuuuuu....thankfully ..cuz of all wonderful friends.. (u noe hu u r) .. my life is not tt bad afterall.. after tokin it through.. depression is a BIG FAT ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!! a big fat piece of ugly crap.. yes.. it is!!

n my life is not tt f-ed up afterall.. i can turn anythin around..

i will do my best.. i can do anythin.. sounds cheesy..but it really works la!! ahha..its all in the mind baby.. its all in the mind.. *gives a wise-ass face*

with the love and support from my friends.. i can do anythin.. seriously..
soooo... haha.. u guys ah.. so horrible.. u all noe what kinda person i m la..

haha.. i am freakin sad n alone on e inside..but i still try to act happy.. but u guys noe my character well enough to noe how i really feel inside rite?? sometimes it really gets extremely lonely, confusing and depressing.. especially now.. my problems are magnified by a million times la!!

dammit.. i must not be weak.. *sigh* but how?? dammit.. i need constant attention and love.. haha..im such a spoiled princess la..*damn*

nvm nvm.. i love my friends!!!!!!!!!! n they wurve me tooooo.. *grin*


p.s :: to lala... men suck? ... yeah... so lets all get tt damned shirt!!!
hahahahahahhahahhahahahhahahaha

i think this is my most nonsensical blog entry ever... *hope its the last*



WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:11 PM

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