I HAVE MOVED!!!!!
http://themolehole.livejournal.com
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 4:12 PM
Ha. for my loyal and oh-so-loving friends who bothered to still read my blog. I've officially become a Christian.
I was baptised on th 6th of May 2007, but i received my certificate today!! ha!
that is why Wan Hua is dead.
Cause now it's officially Nicole Anne Loh Wan Hua =)
*hooray for God's love!! Amen*
i wanted to upload picture of my cert... but since i'm such a lazy ass and im currently mugging for my exams. i shan't put any up here!! mua haha
anywho, since i'm getting so damn sick of this blog and its baggages (not to mention f***ing laggy uploads)
i've decided to move to livejournal. so my blog will be at :
http://themolehole.livejournal.com
hahah! but dont bother going there la. haha. not yet. even if there's anyone who's reading this. ahhaha. it'll be done in a week's time.
after my papers!! =) boy oh boy do i have alot crap to share!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:49 PM
This blog is dead.
WanHua is dead.
Find out why.
This coming Sunday.
3rd June
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 2:22 PM
Life... oh, Life.Life will start off slowly.And it will gain momentum -- so much momentum that by the golden years of your life, you'll marvel at everything that has happened. Time is funny like that -- sometimes, the ponderous passage of time requires all of your patience, and then, suddenly, an entire year goes by in a blur. Cherish each moment as it happens today, whether it's a good one or a bad one. Make the time that you have matter.**^&^ ^%^$ %^$^$ ^%^% $#%!~$%*stupid neh neh. the results are coming out soon. and it's making me an emo nemo. *^*% &*%&$^%^#%&**&*&)!!!!!!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 12:17 PM
Nicole.. who?fine!!! laugh at me la!! i get christian name then all you bafoons come and laugh at me! *hmph*hahaha. *ahem ahem* the only reason why i got it was because i NEED to use a christian name at my new workplace causse apparently, wanhua doesnt really quite cut it. hahaha! *rolls eyes*so so so. i LOVE my new name. cause i believe my Daddy God chose it fro me, and i've finally found one that im happy with. and Nicole is a name i can introduce myself with again and again without cringing!!!!!! *boo ya!!anywho. ya. now i just finished cooking a 10 course meal with my mama n my nehneh of a sister. *phew* i am so damn hungry!!! but i still have to be a "good guest" and touch the food only when the guests have arrived. ahhhhh.. who cares la. i've already swallowed like 10 fishballs. haha!anywho, i've invited the 52 peeps to come my place as well. oh boY!!! im so excited. kk. 2 weeks from now i shall have a bimbos party as well!! haha. and how can i miss out on me idols... *ha*it's only now that i've started realising something. we are all so free now. but we've never have had lesser time to meet up with our friends! be it old or new ones.I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!!!! every single one of you.this is the times when we can meet really good God-given friends and keep them for the rest of our lives.i miss my 3/4 ep friends. (lala tan..tt DEFINITELY includes you)i miss my 05S52 friends.i miss my idol friends.i miss my cha-pa-lang friends as well!!hahahahahahha =)oh wells. listening to john legend makes me kinda emo. oh man. i miss everyone. what am i doing la!!! now is the time when i can REALLY meet up with all of them, and here i am slogging my guts out at work.sigh. the irony of life.haha! anywho, shall not be so depressing la. *pui*shall go steal somemore food!!!!!!!!p.s: to that certain you-know-who, i know ur reading ur darling's blog and trying to figure me out rite?? mua hahahahhaha. shall not tell you anything here. ke ke ke. im more cunning than you!! :P
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 12:10 PM
Hokay.. CNY's Here!!alright alright! i get the drift.. new year's here. all the red decorations right in my face, which ever way i turn. *screams*not to mention the horrendous chinese new year "music". all the clanging and banging, and screeeeeeching sounds of youngs girls trying to sing in their oh-so-high-pitched voice!*sweating in my pants*haha. dont get me wrong!! i love cny. but only the part where i get to spend time with the family members i love. ESP my own adorable and oh-so-eccentric family, plus my maternal side.haha. cant wait to wrestle all those little rugrats. haha. the one thing that i cannot stand about this time of the year.. is the hypocrisity that surrounds us all.we meet relatives that we only see once a year. and we always repeat the same questions/answers again and again. very much like a spoilt record player.haha. i love the goodies as well. bah kua, (my mummy's) pineapple tarts, as well as the many biscuits and kuehs!! *yummy*sheeeeesh.... which brings me to my second point.CNY this year usn't as exciting as the others, partly because i dont really FEEL like facing my relatives' teases about my idol stint and plus! i cant even eat all those new year goodies!!!!!!!!!!! ya know why?????cause out of the 365 days that i can fall ill, i choose to get a major sickness just one day before new year!!!
yes! that's right! out of all days.. i've contracted the dreadful Gastric Flu just a day before CNY.yup! so i've more or less been puking my guts out for the past 12 hours..*boo hoo hoo*so im just like a lil' sick kitten. whining and groaning, cause every grain of rice and every drop of liquid that i swallow down, just comes right out the same way it went in. and all that happens in just 5 minutes. haha.how's that for a jolly good ol' chinese new year?? =)anyhu, i cant really think straight right now, my mind's in a whirl and my stomach keeps churning.but one things for sure, some people never change. it still comes as a shock to me whenever i see people cheat on the ones they love, or lie to people that they've known for ages.i guess cheating/lying/deceiving is one big ol' bad habit that people cant change.but then again, nothing's really impossible. as long as you let Him lead the way. if you're willing to stop deceiving others and urself, things will eventually become better.cause, wats the point in lying and making the people around you feel hurt and betrayed? why risk the years of friendship or relationship on a moment of folly? its not worth the sacrifice.as i've come to learn. You never get the chance to make things right twice. problems, misunderstanding and conflicts have to be settled there and then.what's the point in dragging things on for so long, and everyon around you ends up hurt.i've learnt from my mistakes. and im not saying that im the "shit" or the guru when it comes to being deep down in the rut and getting ur life back on track....but if the pple you love with all your heart are willing to forgive you and take you back, for all the good and bad things you've done, you'll learn that as long as you're willing to let love and let God, things will be just right.and as much as im a "nice and kind-hearted" and i TRY NOT to bear grudges, i cant help but to say to that certain person, what goes around comes around. *oops*Is this the way things are going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came around That you were going to make me cryNow it's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will findWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back around...*BOO YA!!!!!!!
oh ya!!! i've finally been able to find a christian name. mua haha. all because my new work place requires me to have a christian name.anyhu, with the help of my choir leader, i've been able to find a good and God-given name!! *wooooo hoooo*
Nicole - Victory of the people and the conquerer of circumstances.
wooo hooo!!!!!!!!! how cool is that??
haha. anyhu anyhu, i need to go puke now. cya smellys soon!!!!!!!!!!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 10:08 PM
(dunno if i'd be sued for illegal use of copyrighted terms..but wth!)welcome to
The Sunshine state of the GAP
alritey. haha. as some of my fair-and-awful weathered friends may know. i have been working at Gap for aeons. and i have made pretty damn alot of friends!
haha. here's a picture of the oh-so-lovable wendy!!!!!
aaaaaaannnnnnddddd... it was wendy's 17th birthday!!!!!!!!!! haha. so weird rite? woo hoo.. me is old. at a ripe old age of 19. *sniggers*
anyhu, here's THE CAKE.so freak ass full of chocolate la. its like.. chocolate on chocolate on chocolate!!
*rolls eyes* so much for the diet. i'd still choose a fruit cake/ cheese cake anytime!
hahaha. the lady in light blue is me fellow 19 year old! mua ahha. yes. and her birthday is just a day before mine!!!
her's is 24th may. soooooooooooooooo... that just proves that?????? *inquisitive smile*
*rolls eyes yet again* DUH!!!!!!! 25th may is my birthday la!!!!
sheeeeesh.
hahaha. kk. im scary. im even scaring myself. why am i talking to myself and creating fictional scenarios in my head?? haha!
anyhu, i was just looking for a chance to whine and groan about my job. sure im a good employee and my EXCELLENT service standards have been noticed and acknowledged by my managers... but still.. i dont understand what's up with all these grown ups treating us as though we are child labourers!!!! like hello?!??!!
firstly, i refuse to quit until i have poached every single one of the temp. staff to follow me to quit. haha. and good ol me will find all of em jobs.. cause im changing occupations soon!!!!!!! mua hahahha =)
anyhu, tt's a different story altogether.
its bad enough tt we run around all day long and single-handedly manage tasks meant for 4(no kidding here).. but its so ludicrous to the point that the temp staff are so over-worked and underpayed that we end up knwoing the merchandise and shop inside out, whilst our manager/ supervisors/seniors go about PRETENDING to know where the stuff are.
*laughs*
people, wake up and smell the coffee.
if ur subbordinates know ur company and merchandises than u do.. it only goes to show how well you are doing ur job. sure, ur job is to "manage" us. but hey, i dont see the words "mistreat" or " abuse" in manage.
we as employees so the darnest we can and we work our fingers to the bone. but nothing we do is right, and nothing is ever good in their eyes. its not only mentally exhausting, it's absolutely exasperating!!!!!!!!!!!! like DUUUUUUDES!!!
kk. had enough of whining. shall continue with my paoch staff plan. thank goodness my daddy ol chum ol pal has taught me good.
human rights. and the right... to sue.
(to kick one's ridiculously lazy ass the legal and scheming way!!!!)
*** ah ma.. im still saying a little prayer for u.. everyday***
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 2:37 AM
Take the wheel...Jesus take the wheelTake it from my handscause i cant do this on my ownI'm letting go.Give me one more chanceSave me from this road i'm onJesus take wheel.____________________________oh wells. still trying to get the damn hang of blogging again. kinda having a major brain fart. hahaha.and watching all these youngsters (and oldies) shaking their asses for all their worth on national television on the dance floor.. isnt exactly helping me to process my thoughts properly.anywho, i just came home from a very blessed choir practise where i felt my worries and troubles being lifted away from my heavy heart.sure, im still my hyperactive and sarcastic self. but during those brief times alone, i just cant help but feel the problems tugging at my heart.and just last night, i just had this sudden urge to cry.that was just wat i did. i cried for ages.the thing is, i didnt even know why i was crying!i only found out about my grandma's condition on saturday and my poor mother had to break the news to us. the one thing that struck me the hardest was how nonchalant my reaction was, as i heard the news.looking back at how my mother and sister cried so painfully, i wonder how i could remain so indifferent.i've seen my grandmother get skinnier and skinnier. and i told my mother about it everytime, just bring ah ma for a full body check up! but, i guess my uncles and ah ma herself didnt see the need to.oh well, as i was saying, i felt sadness in my heart, which was more of like an empty void inside. i didnt know what i was doing the whole day, but saturday just passed like..... eh.. like THAT! ya. it just passed.. like that la!!!i dunno if i've mentioned this, but the only time when i really broke down was during sunday's worship session. i cried and cried as i sang of His perfect grace and mercy.as cheesy and cliche as this sounds, serving my Lord and leading His people in song of His grace, really really REALLY puts you so close to Him, you catch glimspes of Him, everynow and then.i sang my heart out to Him, and He returned by filling the void in my heart with His warm love. i just felt Him calling to me, asking me to open my cold heart and let Him fill it up.and so i did. and boy oh boy was that a wonderful release. i cried for the times that my ah ma nagged at me and i whined back at her (when i was young). i cried for the times that she would take a train all the way down from her house in tampines to my place, just to send my family yummy goodies and snacks. i cried for all the times i saw that feisty old lady, who had boundless amounts of energy, running after her young grandchildren and forcing them to bathe. i cried for all the times i raised my voice (a little only!!) to ask her to take those blardy cigarettes out from her mouth.i cried for the very first time, as i saw the image of my once strong ah ma looking so frail, tired and lifeless,lying on her bed and staring back at me with dazed eyes.i cried and cried and cried. for my refusal to believe that this is happening to my ah ma. but now, i REFUSE to believe that my ah ma has no time left. and i am not in self denial... i am placing my entire faith in the Lord. my Lord. my solid rock, that never wavers.i guess this is what its called.Letting Go.and Letting God.when you've fought and fought. when you've lost all feelings and hope.when all that's left in you is numbness and despair.Just let it all go.and let Jesus take the wheel.
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:00 PM
I'm Back!!!
(this is a very bad picture taken after a long & draining day at work)
ok ok!!! i know i've taken far tooooooo long to update my blog, but thanks to some endless bugging (and not to mention bitching) from my dearest levin ng, i've decided to blog.
now now, dont get too excited. it's been aeons since i've last touched this blog and im still surprised that it still exists. haha! oh wells, NEWSFLASH!!! the reason why i have no time to blog, email, update my friendster or to have a life, is because im so caught up with work and church that i simply have no time to blog.
internet has become a luxury i cant afford.
but not worries, wanhua is still happy. happier than before cause she has found a better calling than wasting her talent and youth away being depressed and constantly belittling herself. (wanhua talks about herself in third person because she's a geek =P)
sadly though, right now for this current entry, there aint gonna be no pretty pictures or camwhoring stuff that i normally put. i am currently under the weather but still full of Faith.
many reasons which i am not sure of, but here a few major reasons which attribute to it.
(i know this whining session is bad, but it'll help me to put things into perspective)
1) My favourite and most darling grandmother has just been diagnosed with lung cancer, and it is in the final stages. i havent told anybody about, only a few close friends. im just stuck at home seeing my poor old mother's face filled with sadness and disbelief. whislt my normally angsty and nonchalant sister is crying almost eveytime someone mentions about anything to do with food, esp. her famous po piahs and curry chicken.
2) Some sorry little juvenile delinquent of an ass stole my habdphone away from me. i've lost my contact list which took me 2 whole years to build up, and it pretty much contains the numbers of everyone that has been a part of my eventful life of 18 years and 2 months.
p.s If anyone reading this loves me enough and still has my number in your phone, kindaly drop me an sms, together with your full name so i can start re-building my contact list. (this is very imp. to me, cause i wanna kep in contact with everyone of you guys.)
ok. im done with the whining. anywho, im trying to remain positive for the sake of not only my grandmother, but my mother and sister as well. this is a time of desperation and helplessness because the *&%^$E%*(*&&%$%$** of a doctors have given up all hope on her and refuse to give her any form of treatment or surgery.
in other words, she is left to die.
worst of all, it seems as though she doesnt know how serious her illness is. she only knows that she has "jit liap" (one lump) in her lungs.
i've tried my darnest best to visit her ever since i've noticed her shrinking in size day by day. and i've been feeling this string tugging at my heart to bring her to one of my church's hokkien services.
i've been praying and God keeps giving me hints that i should get the Mid autumn festival concert DVD for her. i think that is what i shall do.
God is the maker of all wonder. If He can clothe the lillies of the valley, and feed the birds of the sky, what more can He do for His dear child.
If anyone who has the least bit love for me as a friend, please say a little prayer for my grandmother.
she is the one who woke my brother and i up at 4am just to get to school on time. (but we ended up being stuck outside the school, because we were SO early) *grin*
she is the one who painstakingly raised 6 children by her own self after her husband died tragically at the age of 40.
she is the one who tirelessly looks after every single one of her grandchildren, making sure they are bathed, clean, healty and well behaved. even if it means to nag and threathen to release the "police" on us =)
she is the one who so amazingly pronounces our favourite (as children), McDonald's as Mac-nor-ner.
she also affectionateyly calls my dad, Steven, as tee-boon.
(it never fails to crack me up)
sigh. she may be a tough nut, but thanks to her, we (her children and her grandchildren) have turned out to be well brought-up and well mannered. sure we make her boil at times, but you can tell but the slight grin on her face that she's proud of what we've become, and that she loves us more than we actually realise.
ah ma, i'll be praying for you everyday. i believe you'll still be around to nag at me when im getting fat, to compliment me when i've lost weight, and to always bring my favourite sour plums and popiah over, whenever you can.
i love you ah mah. and i pray that you wont be taken away from us, not before you have been blessed with endless Grace and return back to the Heavenly Father who so eagerly awaits your return to Him.
Dear Lord, dont let the devil take her away from us.
*in Jesus name i pray. Amen.*
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 3:47 AM
im in loveyes. i'm in love.i've gotta confess about my new obsession.justin timberlake. *ooooooooh*drool worthy and drop dead sexy, yo!anyhu, since lousy ass blogger doesnt let me upload his fantastic live performance, pple.. go look at my friendster account.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's so hhhhhhhoooooot!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 2:30 PM
Emancipation of Wanniemua hahahahahhaha. no matter how corny this title sounds. its freak ass so adequate to describe my feelings now!!wooooooo hooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps around hysterically*see! my pre-A's life has officially kick started again. at full drive!!!! bwua hahahaha!k la. im jus so deliriously happy that i can finally hang out with the girls. (that includes u 2 as well, levin & paul!!) im at such a state of happiness that it's just orgasmic. hahahaha. a word which my darling boobies likes to use ;P
ok ok. this cam whoring thingy feels weird right now. haha. no thanks to the precious days n nights i've spent struggling with my mugging sessions. haha. i've become reaquainted with my "panda eyes" gene. hahaha!!!and because the time i spent mugging for the A's was sooooooo tiring. i refused to take pictures. mua ha. thus, no hard evidence of the hideous looking panda-fied wannie *sniggers*
im just really really happy to be back!!! *screams*
and in the words of Diddy & chirstina aguilera in "tell me",
"i know ya gonna like it. so tell me how you want it.
you dont need to buy it. just tell me how you like it.
Do that shit. do it. do it"
oh oh oh!!! here is the 05S52 gang at peace's house. woo hoo!! sorry though, this is the only picture i took all night long cause i was to busy kicking ass at mahjong. mua haha.
alright. fine xinyao and boon hao!! i didnt exactly kick ass la. but AT LEAST i was better than the newbies. mua hahah. cant help it cause the last time i've actually touched a mahjong tile was last year! (i think)
mua haha. it was fun to finally hang out together as a class at last, with no exams stress or any other shit. haha =)
haha. alright alright. i lied. here i am cam-whoring. *sigh*
anyhu. PROM IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! i am in a shitty state, cause im so excited!! this is my freaking first prom la! hahaha.
zara zara zara zara zara. mua hahahaha. i bought my dress from hong kong's zara. wtf man!!! their zara was freaking 5 storeys high!!! *drools* haha. now i know what it's like to shop till you drop.
ke ke ke. pple who wish to see a sneak peek of my dress.... i have only one thing to say...
TOO BAD!! u've just gotta wait till after the 5th of dec, tuesday. haha. cause tt's the only time im gonna show my dress. ahhhh. i love my dress. i love my shoes. i love my clutch bag. i love my make-up set. i love my new hair colour.
I am ready for anything, baby! this is the new and highly improved WanHua ;P
this is a nice lil' drawing that i did of our "idol" family. mua hahha.
no prize for guessing who's who =)
GOSH! i miss everybody so much and im so happy to finally be ablt to hang out. haters and weirdos alike.... take a queue number and wait in line, cause it's gonna be a long while till im gonna let u guys get to me.
*boo ya!!!
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:59 AM
Love Letter to My DearANDREA (a.k.a anonymous)
*applause* congratulations andrea!!!!!! you've finally embraced your God-given identity! well done! i am honestly so happy for you.and just to prove how DULL and BORING i am.. i've decided to dedicate an entire entry to you! the fact that im writing this miles away in the country of Hong Kong, is a proof of my un-ending love for you, my dear.i sincerely apologise for the lack of diverse and exciting images because (as a heiress like you should know) travelling to another country kinda limits your time for image-surfing on the net.anyhu, judging by the fact that i dont even know you, and i probably wouldnt in my entire life span, i have only 3 loving words to say to you, hun.GET OVER IT!my few-weeks stint on your precious prime time slots on channel5 has ended aeons ago. to my dear, it's time to let go.yes. i know its painful, but you have to do it! i wouldnt wanna see you come to harm.since my (may i be so bold as to quote once again) dull and boring personality irks you so much, quit obsessing over my blog then, babe! *sigh* i know you love me. but there's really no need to stalk me everyday you know? but if it turns you on in anyway, then so be it. you can feel free to diss me everyday. a word of caution though, you'd only get more irritated and that in turn will increase the need for your heart to pump faster, and in turn, with that strenuous activity on your ateries & all, it'll have adverse effects on your health!anyways, i highly doubt you and your passe of heiress-to-be friends would be interested in a mere civilian like myself. so i bid you farewell my royal highness and peace out!" never would i hate on those who hate on me,never would i diss on those who diss on me.for compassion and forgiveness is what the Lord has graciously given to me."p.s :: the fact that i made it onto your heiress's television set along with the other 27 of us, who were plucked from obscurity out of the thousands, only goes to show my talent to 'deafen' you =)yours always,wanhua
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 8:27 PM
mien is one hot babe. hahaha. as i've said.. we went to a birthday party and boy oh aboy was it a kick ass party. djs spinning, glorious food.. yummy yummy. thanks mien!!! ur the best!!! haha. for a 17 year old.. she had stuff that i'd only have at my wedding man. hahah! *loves
those were the daysthose were the days when we hung out so often that spending one day apart seemed like forever.oh man!!!!!!!!!!! i miss all of you soooooooooooooo much.. sigh.. no thanks to MY A's.. lev's sch term starting and woon's gargantuan pile of projects to finish.. we've not met in.. *screams* a week!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. how classy, ladies. how classy..... *rolls eyes* haha. i miss "fooling" around with this babe la.. haha. woonie!!!!!!!!!! where r u ?!?!?
he pisses me off at times. he irks me most of the time. he does his diva motions + whistle voice *waves hand hysterically*but i miss him so.. my bro!!!!! where u, yo???? *tears*
where are we heading from this point onwards?? hahaha. we often ask ourselves this question dont we all?
slogging our asses off for Lord knows wat.. we students study and mug like lunatics.. all to get a coveted spot in a local Uni.. but many of us never ever get into our desired course.
even in JC, our parents decide what we study and what school we enter. damn. i so badly wanna do mass comm. *Lord give me the strength to mug*
tee hee hee hee. woon looks DAMN scary.. and i look like a funky bumble bee la. hahaha!!! *wtf*
oopsy daisy!!! fell outta frame!! +P
ahhh.. there it is. perfect shot!! =P
*disclaimer* its just an optical illusion. im not really licking her face.. not that kinky ya?? hahaha!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! sick of studying!!!!!!! its late.. my head hurts.. too many things to think about.. my brain's too saturated to do any blogging now.. haha.
love u all. i miss my crazy fellas. lets meet up soon. oh pretty pretty please?? =)
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 12:11 AM
AAAAAAaaaahhh!!!oh my gooooooooooooodness!!! hahaha. the ass of an matthew is finally legal. hahaha. hey biatch, happy birthday to you! you're a blaaaaaaardy fool! you're so freeeeeaking leeeeeeeeeeeeeee-heeeee-gal.. happy birthday to you! =)kk. wanhua is soooooooo officially drained. i've studied too much man. A's has been draining the life outta poor ol' me. been trying so hard to study, but hardly anything goes into my head. guess trying just doesnt cut it eh?? i gotta mug my sorry little ass off.anyhuuuuu!!! back to my NORMAL LIFE (outside studying), i went to choir practice today. it was preeeeeeeeeetty enlightening. in more ways than one.what my choir leader, wendy, said today was pretty relevant to all the young singers in choir. being young and "pure", we're all still trying to find out who we really are as young adults and therefore, we normally seek solace in the wrong arms.the arms of a man, is not where all your troubles will end.the arms of alcohol, will not drown out your anguish & confusion.the arms of cigarettes and drugs, will not ease your pain.it is the mighty arm of the Lord who will guide you through any obstacles in life and any heartbreak that you're going through.keeping your heart, body and soul pure is the least you can do for your future life partner, whoever he/she may be.this is one thing that is on everybody's lips but the very thing that is so hard do. humans cant help but depend on others (esp. the opp. sex) for comfort and reassurance. and what wendy said today made me realise.. why look at the opp. sex for reassurance and comfort when the very One who knows our worth is just right there infront of us. anytime, anyday, anyplace.it makes one wonder........ with all the stories of girls getting cheated and boys getting jilted. haven't we heard enough of such stories to stay away from it all??as they say... curiosity killed the cat. even adam and eve succumded to temptation, which is the result of curiosity. and thus, we all are born sinners. but why should we dwell on our sorry-ass past.. when there's that one Father there who'll forgive you of all your sins and past mistakes.. and let you fall into His comforting arms.(definitely ten times more comfortable than flesh)well.. its easy to say..but hard to put into actions. i will work hard at it. haha. being man-crazy doesnt really help man.. it'll be a drastic change. from being dependant on a man for reassurance, i shall be dependant on the one true person who really loves me.*a little prayer*I may not know who you are, my love...but i'm looking forward to the day i say "i do"..im looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you..im looking forward to having beautiful children with you..im looking forward to the day the Lord places you in my life.and i pray that the Lord will send me a godly man who deserves me.i love you loads!! (my future husband...)hahahaha. i know this may sound stupid to some. but i honestly believe that my husband is out there waiting for me. he's somewhere around. i just know it. haha.*sigh*doesnt it bring a whole new bringing to the song.. "love is in the air" +P
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:55 PM
Funny Song..i've heard this song alot of times before.. but due to the stupid haze.. i was so stoned that i actually LISTENED to the lyrics.and boy oh boy is the lyrics funny man!!!!!! haha.. trust dionne warwick.. a classic blues/jazz singer to come out with such a weird-ass song.
haha. here it is!!!
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone ya
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 8:46 PM
What is that i see?enough with petty behaviour and enough with the bitch fest.those who are happy will be happy, those who are together, just stay together.and Everyone will be happy.sick of this bullcrap. its childish.everyone just shut up.. erase all the nonsense from your head and move on. puuuuh-lease man. just disrupted a perfectly good night.
however so......
God bless you two. Honestly.
*Shalom shalom sar shalom*
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 4:26 AM
Lemme See.. .. .. ..well alright.. that's a REALLY kick-ass photo that levin has done for me. hahaha!! *hugs lev*don't i look like a pweeeeeeeeeee-teeeeeeeee fairy?? haha. gosh.. niiiiiice man.. niiiice.. well.. gotta admit..ur creative dude.. haha!!!anyhu.. been feeling kinda angsty and extremely drained this few days. not to mention.. i've been extremely disgusted with how some people regard relationships.hey..im not saying i'm miss perfect, but at least i treat every single realtionship i have as something sacred and priceless.
but i've seen an INCREASED number of "cases", be the culprit female or male, everyone of these people treat love/relationship/attraction like some kind of game.
OR... something trivial, not really important and not worth mentioning.
im not just talking about me.. SOOOO many of my friends have fallen prey to such people!
i've been too nice.. too quiet.. too understanding.. for FAR TOO long. i've had just about enough with such irresponsible behaviour. honestly.
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Dudes & Dudettes,
if you have no interest in a long-term relationship and/or are just "testing the waters", DO NOT and i seriously mean it.. DO NOT lead the other party on.
have some sense of responsibility people. these are human hearts we're talking about, not some chew toy or play-doh. hearts do breaks. heartbreaks do hurt.
and that very pain can never be fully healed.
love,
wanhua.
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ok.. that was very cock la. but wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am sooooooo angry!! and boobies im sure u know what im talking about right?
GOSH!! like honestly, i do not get it. how can people treat relationships like dirt? as though it's nothing more than some sport/game.
im not saying that everyone, cause i know there are people who tell you they LOVE you and they mean it *smile*
but then.. there are those. yes. those infuriatingly selfish people who use the word LOVE... as often as they say hello.
the word "love", should only be said to someone whom you TRUELY feel connected AND are willing to commit to.
and mind you, the keyword here is commit, not connection. yes, only if you are willing and can commit, then you are definitely welcomed to use that word.
but if not....SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
never. never ever ever ever ever use that word if you don't fucking mean it! sorry to those who cant appreciate my crude words. but honestly, im so disgusted by this kinda behaviour.
God made everyone of us special, unique and to be treasured...especially... us..women.
as the famous saying goes....
Woman was created out of the rib of Man.
not to be stepped on. not to be riden over. by to be kept by Man's side, to be protected and love.
cause for every tear She cries..... God cries with her too.
sorry to everyone who has had to read this dreary and long entry...i just feel very strongly for this topic k?? hahahha.
anyhu.. my friends have helped me realise.. i've been too nice.. too forgiving.. and too quiet.
and boy oh boy isit time to speak up.......
"cause time has made me strong, I'm starting to move on.
I'm gonna say this now, your chance has come and gone.
cause you know....It's just too little too late..a little too wrong and I can't wait .
You say you dream of my face, but you don't like me.
you just like the chase.
to be real, it doesn't matter anyway.
You know it's just too little too late.
Oh..and now you wanna communicate???
........You know it's just too little too late"
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on a lighter note...i have sooooooooooooooo many pictures taken with my fellow camwhores and lovely friends. hahahaha.
it's time to show their lovely faces again!!!!!!!!!! cause i bet alot of you miss their lovely faces rite?? as well as mine, i hope?? *sniggers*
KIDDING LA!!
here's levin and matt. hahahahhaha. levin's trying to look blur and innocent (in case you didn't realise)
but honestly... levin.. u no need to act la!!!!!! *sniggers* kk. im the biatch kks?? we still love u loads.. don't we pple?? +P
pretty me. busty woon. sassy/sexy tash.
hahahhahha!! coolness. have i told u guys how much i love woon and tash?? haha. maaaan.. i've not met them in like forever..
and it feeels as though a part of me is missing. honestly!!! i really miss them. *sigh* esp. with so much shit goin on in my life...
but after talking to woon.. i've realised yet another time. its just so disappointing and depressing...and not to mention.. mind-boggling how come people turn out to be the exact opposite of who you thought they were.
once again.. you may have known him as a friend, and regard him as the perfect gentleman and all that bullshit... but honestly.. he aint close to wat you thought.
upsetting, yes. unnerving, hell yes.
i like this picture... ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe its because my face looks remarkably slim.. hahahaha!!
we are on the escalator..going down to Village (and no.. we're not by the sea my dearest.. hahahaha!!!!!)
that's my bro, yo!!!!!!!! haha. my blur and very himbotic himbo-of-a-adopted-brother. hahahha.
he aint heavy... he's my brother *sings* and woon's as well. hahhahahaha!!
keep your friends close.
and to hell with those bullcrap about keeping your enemies closer.
THROW your enemies away. cause you're bigger than them. they don't deserve your attention or your pity.
people who bring you down...... should go down in the dumps.
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 11:08 PM
*disclaimer! i am just helping my friend broadcast kk.. hahahaha..Tertiary Fling at MOS on Oct 12 Free Entry to those 18 and above. Please produce STUDENT ID and IC at door.MUST BE A STUDENT - Poly, JC, University, Private student whatever lah, as long as you produce a student ID. Be there by 9.30, latest 10. Message me or Alan Ho at 98525292 for tickets! =)
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 12:41 AM
Which Victoria Secret angel are you?You Are Most Like Gisele Bundchen!
Slightly exotic and perfectly gorgeous.
http://ynr.blogthings.com/whichvictoriassecretangelareyouquiz/ha!!! shiokness!!! see!!! i am HOT!!!!! *grins*
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 12:28 AM
cold, cold heartI've tried so hard, my dear, to show that you're my every dream Yet you're afraid each thing I do is just some evil scheme A memory from your lonesome past keeps us so far apart Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart? In anger, unkind words I said that make the teardrops start Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart? Another me before my time made your heart sad and blue And now I know your heart is shackled to a memory The more I learn to care for you, the more we drift apart Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart?
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 4:03 PM
Quiz ripped off from van =)as i am bored from all the stoniness and reluctance to study..i decided to do this nonsensical quiz +P1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?- i cant wait to head to the women's meeting later!! but f*ck.. no thanks to the horrid weather..i have 4 pimples on my lovely face.. *&^%$ &^*$#^&3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?- BORE!!!!!4. Favorite planet?- URANUS!!! wanna know why? *guffaws* say the name out loud reeeeeaaaally slowly.. (ur-anus)5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call liston your mobile?- my dear woonie boobies! haha. pang seh queen.. but nvm darling.. i know ur project group sucks.. so i wont condemn u *sniggers6. What is your favourite song on your ipod?- (its a tie) impossible by christina aguilera & counting blue cars by dishwalla7. What kinda clothes do you have on?- an over sized t-shirt8. Describe yourself in one word?- supercalifredilisticaspiledilocious!9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?- my cutsie pink piglet room slippers.. uber comfy!10. Bright or Dark Room?- extremely dark. cause my sis is trying to sleep. haha. 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?- tee hee hee. i have loads to say man! but to put it simply.. i absolutely adore her to bits cause she is the few people who can tolerate my nonsense and love me all yr round.. no matter wat i do. PLUS! she's a fellow slacker.. *oops12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?- the one which is smaller & with more pillows. do not like sleeping on a big empty bed. far too intimidatingly lonesome.13. What were you doing at midnight last night?- errrrrrrm.. honestly? i cant remember. but i think i was helping my sis put on her make-up before she left to go clubbing *i have a sad life14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?- are you sure? i'm still at minds. can you bring me into mos?15. Where is your letter box?- 14 storeys below my feet.16. What's a word that you say a lot? - vulgarity or non-vulgarity? haha. for the latter.. its WAAAAAH!!17. Who told you he/she loved you last?- God. during the meeting i attended *it kicked ass!!!18. Last furry thing you touched?- i haven't touched anything furry recently. haha. the last thing i consider furry.. is matthew's head. haha!!!!19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?- dont do drugs. period.20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?- none?? i don't develop photos dude!!21. Favorite age you have been so far?- its another tie. its 3 vs 18. cause when i was 3..i could scream at anyone & still get away at it.. plus i didnt need to study.. 18.. cause.. IM legal!! duh?!22. Your worst enemy?- Me, myself and I.23. What is your current desktop picture?- Some design by roslan.. of the top28 contestants. haha. i added some crosses to the faces i dont like *sniggers24. What was the last thing you said to someone?- kor!!! get out of the damn toilet!!!!!!25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?- MONEY LAH DUH! unless..i can use my powers to earn more millions =)26. Do you like someone?- i love everybody!!27. The last song you listened to?- blind by lifehouse28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?- i would jump infront of the f*cking bullet & use my God-given powers to divert the pathway of the bullet by screeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaming.. thus sending wavelengths which would disrupt the movement of the bullet *brainiac!!!!29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?- every single mofo who created a mathematical & chemical formula.. plus.. that one lying son of a gun.... *grrrrr30. What is the closest object to your left foot?- My box of never ending notes for the A's *faints31. What do u want now?- for the A"s to magically disappear & to be loved.32. Current worry?- my stupid A's la!!!!!!!!!! duh?!?!33. Next holiday?- once again.. after my mother-freaking A's man..... after my A's
WanHuaAaa shouted @ 1:19 AM
